My DNA Past Lives In Me Now

Since 2018 I've been not myself.  It's been a confusing and difficult time for me especially since my past lives I've actually lived have come through.  All I know is that I am happiest with my husband and family and always want to be with them.  The afterlife should be my choice of what I like best.  Personally I love this version of myself best and only want to come back as myself in the afterlife I want to be myself with my husband and family as their selves with their families like that too.  I deserve that!