Tuesday, October 10, 2023

I Still Got It!

It's not anything huge but my psychic abilities are still there.  Not mutant psychic abilities but rather normal psychic abilities that kinda freaks you out but don't move mountains or anything.  Someone close to me wasn't permitted to go somewhere and I asked them twice if they went there? I don't know why at all but I just had a funny feeling and then this weekend I found out why.  I was like how did I know that!  It's because I still have my gifts when needed.  

Monday, October 9, 2023

Most Compatable Signs - Libra & Scorpio In The Mix! - I'm A Libra & My TwinFlame is A Scorpio


According to Doctor of the Stars @DrPsalem Scorpio & Libra are the most compatible.   

 

Friday, October 6, 2023

Pretty Awesome

I was told that I looked 27 by my husband.  I'm in my early 50s so that's pretty awesome!  I really take care of myself.  I work out during the week, I mostly eat healthy with healthy fats in my diet too, I am kind, I am  positive, I try to help others, I practice simple acts of kindness and I can't hold negativity in at all.  It's not in my nature because my energy is of the light.  Stress doesn't effect me negatively thank goodness.  I do transmute it to make myself better though.  Same with other dark energy.  I'm a Libra and we can't have anything unbalanced and negative in our lives.  At least  not for long!

Thursday, October 5, 2023

New AI Art Of Myself With img2go



Olanzapine Lowered My White Blood Cells After 4 Years Of Taking It & When Seriously Stressed It Was Not Good

Swollen feet, breasts, stomach and hips were a constant thing while on Olanzapine 2.5 mg. I had to take Metamucil then all natural psylium daily because it pretty much stopped. I guess the water from there went to my feet, breasts and hips instead. My stomach and pelvic area were swollen because things slowed down but when I experienced major stress things really went south. I stopped taking it for a couple months and things got really better. I went back on it after something unusual happened, EMF radiation attacks, I believe. Right when I was posting things I was picking up. Then I went on it for a month then off for another couple months. My psychic abilities were too strong while off it, it was too intense and my mind was racing. I deicded to switch to Lurasidone 20 mg instead and have noticed a real positive difference. I read that it only effects you negatively temporarily. I think because you are probably going off something else like Olanzapine that is hard on your system and it's wearing off while you are still on Lurasidone. Don't quote me on it because I havve no proof of this, it's just by my own experience. I find Lurasidone 20 mg not hard on my body at all. I am no longer constipated and the swelling has gone down. There is no redness on my skin and I feel happy again. I'm also not as tired but I also have no problems sleeping. I have been through enough and deserve a normal, happy and wonderful life! I just started a new job and I've been eating a bit more than usual becasue I'm a stress eater and I still managed to lose an inch off my waist, chest and hips! I also noticed that I am not swollen and feel a lot better mentally and physically. I noticed my brain function is improving. I am surprised how quick I am learning things and how it's sticking. I'm not as forgetful either. I am looking forward to seeing how being on this for a couple months is. I will have to post an update. I'm just so happy that I am still able to get to sleep and not be a mutant!

Three Weeks Off Of 2.5 Mh Olanzapine Switched To 20 Mg of Lurasidone ( Latuda Generic )

The first couple weeks off of 2.5 mg of Olazapine and on 20 mg of Lurasidone instead I was just so glad that I could sleep and not slip into a psychic psychosis! I also noticed right away that my feet were not as swollen. Now my breasts are not swollen either and I am getting back to my normal size. No more constipation and my stomach and lower pelvic region has gone down too. I am starting to fit into my smallest size Small that would fit like a glove when I was very thin. In two weeks I've lost an inch off my waist and chest! I still don't want to weigh myself, however. Maybe in the spring. lol Before on 2.5 mg of Olanzapine I was still able to fit into an American small and size 12 pant because I work out 5x a week. Now I'm able to fit into a regular size small and size 10 pant. I actually like my curves so I hope they don't go away completely. I'm still working out but a more high intense aroebic routine with Denise Austin my favorite fitness instructor who has so many free workouts on YouTube! She's so smiley and shiney! I just love her!! I did purchase one of her workout DVDs on Ebay also. All in all things are going great. I started smiling and laughing again last week! I feel more relaxed and in better spirits. Work is so hard but it's not stressing me out as much. They threw a couple new tasks at me last week and one support person was not helpful so I had to transfer it back to the queue and I got dinged for it. Their PR was not clear on the last step but I could have tried more. Sometimes when learning new things I sometimes get overwhelmed when I'm stressed because of all my past traumas. I panic because of the horrid abuse I endured which caused me PTSD and then my OCD kicks in and I want to know it all and have everything perfect right away and life is just not like that. Being perfect was an escape from the abuse and I am pretty good at appearing like everything is roses but sometimes it's not and you have to go through it. I am trying but when there is a little bump sometimes it really upsets me. I wish that person would have taken the extra couple minutes to have shown me the last step instead of dismiss me. I explained to my manager and he was cool about it and he understood. I have to be better at handling small challenges and at least I have recognized it now. It's just at the time I have to break things down I don't really have interest in or care about better instead of breaking down, you know. I hope to be better able to handle the small little rough patches. I can survive storms no problem and have endured a lot and have come out better and stronger but sometimes the little things are what trip you up more. So now I see that and have learned not to panic. I am getting over my OCD and my PTSD too and these new meds are really helping. I explained on my other earlier blog that I need antipsychotics now otherwise I am too psychic and too powerful. Maybe that would benefit humanity somehow, however? Who can I trust, though. Who would utilize my enhanced gifts for good for all of humanity while keeping me safe? If my dark past life selves try and take me over?? That would not be good at all, though. I don't want to even consider it now because I just want to live a normal and happy, healthy, harmonious, prosperous and full life. If I go off the meds it's very overwhelming and I could lose myself. I could go back on Olanzapine 2.5 mg and then switch to Lurasizone 20 mg after a week if it gets too much, however. I would love to know more secrets of the universe.

Wednesday, October 4, 2023

"Some of You All Are Thinking About Writing A book, Spirit Says You Need To!" Empress / Earth Angel

So Many Tarot Readers Pick Up My Energy! I know I have more than one book inside of me. I'm not scared. I'm just not into it right now. I don't know what it is. I am focusing on getting back from 2018 EMF attacks and being on Olanzapine that was so hard on me physically and mentally. I was pretty much a zombie for over 4 years. On this Latuda generic (Lurasidone) med it's so much better. I'm even smiling and laughing again. I also feel so much better all around too and it's nice that I'm not as swollen and puffy. I didn't mind having a bit more curves but health wise Olanzapine wasn't good for me. I'm so glad my doctor suggested it! I still have some PTSD but that's normal. I like to have one decaf a day or green tea because it helps me get through the day otherwise I would be sleepy. I should write a blog or a book about being on Olanzapine and then going from Olanzapine to Latuda. I know a lot about it from experience so it would be beneficial to others that are learning about it or who are on it or about to be on it.